♥ HoHoho~圣诞节来loooo! ♥

这个星期五就是圣诞节了

那么快一年又要过了

感觉好像刚刚过去年的圣诞节

地球圈的很快

我最爱圣诞节了

感觉好爽可惜这里没下雪不然更爽

今年你们怎样度过圣诞节呢？

跟朋友一起疯狂还是跟家人一起过平安夜或者跟情人一起度过呢？

去年去Orchard好多人好闷。。。

我还记得我跟Dear在LV店门外面的小楼梯坐着看人

还有看警察抓人

给一群的人玩snowing spray喷到。。

结果他们跑到很快因为警察灯光昭著他们

不管他们跑去那。。

好好笑。。。

今年要去那里呢？

好想去Clarke Quay不然就是Sentosa
可是Sentosa太远了没有车。。。
只好去Clarke Quay

Dear也有告诉我有可能去Clarke Quay
喝东西谈天也蛮好。。

两个人享受圣诞套餐也满浪漫嘛！

呵呵！

这几天去逛街都看到很多好好吃的棒棒糖跟好可爱的糖果

看到彩虹棒棒糖心情都会变好

我还没买圣诞礼物啊~

不懂要买什么

香水？去年买了还有今年他的生日都是送香水

他又买了香水给我

有4bottle 了

怎么办？

真头痛！

♥ 我回来了 ♥

我回来了。。。
好久没写部落各了。。

最近感觉到发生好多事哦！
上个星期，我看每个人都知道 Alviss 去世的事情吧！
每个人都很难过！

我不是很认识他，他是我的朋友的好朋友。

我们只是在网上聊过天而已。。。
我看到也听到很多人留言骂他笨蛋！

根过分的我看到有个人骂他“要死，死远一点不要害人”！
我很想一巴掌打那个人！

他那里得罪你啊？！他有害到你吗？！

你看不顺眼他的行为你就静静算了何必还要骂他骂到那么难听！

他都去世了， 你不可以让他安息吗？！
这是他的选择，我们不该去责怪任何人。。

让他安息吧！

每个人都会用嘴巴讲的很厉害，

应该想开点，怎样做因为不是发生在我们的身上。。。
当事情发生在我们的身上时，我们的想法就不一样了。。。

我们的脑袋会一片空白，我们会"lost control"，
不知道我们该做什么。

我们只想快点把事情解决而已。

当一个人真的很难过时，

身边的朋友的安慰是很重要不过那个人的想法跟心态根重要。
因为大部分的人很伤心，很生气时，
任何人讲的任何一句话，那个人不一定会听得进。

我在FB也看到一个男生叫Lun Sky，

他也要自杀不过他被人骂到狗血淋头

最好笑的是既然有人开了一个户口

倒数他死。。

还有创作了一首歌给他

真的是搞笑。。

当我们还没做任何决定时，

回头看一下关心你的家人，朋友还有所有关心你的人

尤其是父母，他们比任何人根伤心。。

星期一我一大早就打电话给Mummy

问她一个很无聊的问题
我告诉她我的牙齿很痛
要喝什么凉茶才不痛?

其实是“智慧牙”在搞怪

搞到我的头也痛到要命

都几岁了生什么牙吗？

之前生在左边

现在右边

好痛！

生一刻牙而已要生那么久吗？

生了一点又停几天几个星期又在生一点

搞什么吗？

害我痛几次

天啊！

要吃东西都不能

Mummy 告诉我去看牙医把牙拔掉

哇！ 天啊！我最怕就是拔牙打针

现在已经很痛了。。

拔牙？根痛

不要搞我！

我的牙都没坏只是要生出来而已

等它生出来就没事了

在这里看牙医很贵的

去看普通医生

有给我antibiotic 吃好多了不是很痛了

先写到这吧。。

To be continue~

♥ 幸福的预感 ♥

天空里为什么蔚蓝

是你的心在天际对着我呼唤

今天起醒来再不孤独

想见到你我就有幸福的预感

我融化在你的笑容 你的怀中

我多么盼望这一秒想告诉你 你的爱给我温暖

如果你需要一个答案

把我的diary打开来你就会明白

如果你有点看不清楚

把我的心打开来 让你看明白

我躲不开你的温柔
你让我爱上你

我想告诉你 你的爱给我力量

让我勇敢的飞

不管多煎熬

不管有时心被伤痛

不管岁月

也不管能否天荒地老鍦
我只想此刻的你的孩子气和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨

Dear~我爱你

♡ Charity Day ♡

Last Saturday (6/02/2010),
my company organise a Community Outreach Project

with the autistic kids from Rainbow Centre

before Chinese New Year.

We carry out the project at ExplorerKid which at Downtown East.

Before we depart to the place,
we need to meet up at the school for short briefing

abt the kids situation before

we start our plan to communicate closely

with the kids.

All of the staff looked very serious

when the school teacher

told us abt the way

we should communicate
with the kids.

Once we reached Downtown East,

we all met at 1st floor to wait for the

kids to come.

All of the kids came with their parents

this because their parents

worried abt their child.

I understand the feeling of the parents.

The worry their child will emotion.
if meet up with stranger.

Around 40 kids there on that day.

Got some of the kids

keep crying when met us.

After we try to communicate with them,

they stay closely with us and started to play with us.

The autism kids have abit different with other kids

some of the kids does not like to stay in crowd place

and very sensitive with any noise,

but they all very cute.

Our worker treat the kids like their

own kids/sibling.

They keep watch on them where ever they go

My colleague, Joan

She kinda so funny...

She take care of the child whole day

inside the Ball City.

Coz the kids does not want to come out

to play at other place.

He just want to stay inside the Ball City

to play ball.

So she looked over him inside there...

The place is only for kids to play only

but our workers played with the kids

play till inside the forbidden place to adult.

There is a sign wrote that

"For Kid Only"

but they do not bother abt the sign.

They having so much fun inside there

with the kids...

This pic I took with

my friend ~ Sing Jia and Ee Been (the pregnant woman)

aft we have some time

to get some snap of photo..

We all really enjoyed the day we had..

Even we very tired.

Hope that we can get this activity again

nx time ^^

♥ Emo ♥

This few days we like not really

talk or jokes..

Maybe you tired on work

Maybe you nth to tell me

Maybe you change

Maybe I change

or

Maybe our relationship start change

I have no idea on this...

I being very stress...

I try to say out my feeling

but most of my friends

advise me not to think too much

thats give me alotx of stress...

I got try not to.. but...

its hard for me...

coz suddenly change

I could not accept

I very happy to see you back

everynite

I wait you to talk, hug, kiss and jokes wif me

but kinda no more all those things...

Is that you too tired?

I guess so... but

I hope the time pass faster to change the things better

or

the time go back to maintain ur care and luv to me

can?

I very emo

we missed out communication?

I wish to talk with you more..

I just need 1 whole day

(24 hrs)

let me talk and listen to you

Angel~can you provide me some guide?

I need it...

plz....

♥ 真正爱你的男孩 ♥

真正爱你的男孩

总喜欢叫你傻瓜、笨蛋等亲切的昵称，

他生气时都舍不得发脾气给你,

真正爱你的男孩，

虽然想听你对他说亲爱的或老公，其实心里更愿意听你个死人，

跑哪去了?

真正爱你的男孩，

虽然很长时间他看不到你，

但你会发现他手机里存的全是你发给他的暧昧短消息.

真正爱你的男孩，

他会发现他手机里存的全是你发给他的暧昧短消息

真正爱你的男孩，

他会故意说要你给他唱歌，

其实他更喜欢你和他争吵是可爱的脾气

真正爱你的男孩，

他虽然嘴上说不在乎你和别的男孩交往，

可每当有男人和你接触时，他会偷偷的将眉毛锁在一起，

因为他在乎你。

真正爱你的男孩，

他不怕你生气，怕的是你生了气发了脾气后仍然不理会他，

男孩的感情也是同样细腻。

真正爱你的男孩，

每天他的脑子里装的全是你，就连走路摔上个跟头，

起来后拍拍身上的灰尘，嘴角却依然挂着微笑，

因为他在惦记你.

真正爱你的男孩，

坐在公车上也会想起那份和你在一起的拥挤，

因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸。

真正爱你的男孩，

他在吃饭的时候目光都是呆的，

对面没有了你，嘴里的饭是没有滋味的。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会省下吃饭的钱，

打个电话个给远方的你。

真正爱你的男孩，

晚上躺在床上的时候会情不自禁地去猜测

你这一天到底过的好不好，

为什么自己没有打喷嚏，是不是你没有轻易把他想起。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会把别人写给他的情书全部仍掉，

因为他的心里只有你。

真正爱你的男孩，

他每天的生活都会很积极，

因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到阳光的自己。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会数着星星找你的星座，

因为你勾起他漫漫的思绪。

真正爱你的男孩，

他不会把自己脆弱的一面展现个一你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，

但他会尽量保护你.

真正爱你的男孩，

他会在他最无助时想起你，不是想要你帮他什么，

只是不希望你担心他而已。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会把他第一次为女孩子哭泣的眼泪给你，

因为他是那么的珍惜你。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会在这里发帖子告诉你，他一直默默的爱着你.

真正爱你的男孩，

他会自己不吃饭也要把剩下的钱给你买你喜欢的东西。

真正爱你的男孩，

无论怎样他都不会离开你，

因为他要给你幸福。

真正爱你的男孩，

无论他受了多大的压力，他在你面前总会微笑，

因为他不想你因担心他而不开心。

真正爱你的男孩，

他总会有意无意时默默的关心着你，看着你，

发现你不高兴时，他会来安抚你；

发现你哭泣时，他会来帮你擦干眼泪。

真正爱你的男孩，

他会在心理默默发誓，这辈子一定要给你幸福，

不会让你再伤心、流泪，

不会做对不起你的事，让你不高兴的事他也绝对不会做。

真正爱你的男孩，
他会把你的照片放在他的钱包里，
时刻带在身上，处处陪着你。

真正爱你的男孩，
他会永远都只爱你一个人，在你哭泣时来安慰你，
在你无助时来帮助你，在你生气时来哄着你，
在你高兴时宠着你，让你感觉幸福上一什么滋味。

♥我们的爱♥

我想走出我自己

不再随著你的心情指令悲或喜

为什么你的每一句话

都像是冷峰过境

不曾检视我的委屈

对你的好轻轻点个滑鼠都消去

这样下去再多热情都要

慢慢的慢慢的结成冰

我那么爱你

不愿开启视窗重新搜寻你的真心

我太在乎你

想学范晓萱唱我要我们在一起

伤心是麻烦的病毒我无法逃避

原来最爱的人

才是最会整人的天气

不管今后我们还会不会在一起

只要你能将我

储存在你记忆档案就可以

♥ Our dinner ♥

14/01/2010

is our 1st candle light dinner in Singapore...

1st time you prepared all the food for me

waiting for me back home for dinner

very "幸福"

you prepared the

spaghetti, mushroom soup and mashed potato for the dinner

and you bought a bottle of wine

Australia Wine

even this food is simple,

but all also my favourite food

this not easy to cook....

expecially the mashed potato ^^

Ben Dan dear~

coz of me you cooked those food

whole day

and did not eat whole day

make yourself till Gastric

you sick ler...

me how ar?

That day bluff me

that you dropped $$

then you told me no more dinner

you know ma?

that day I really thought

no more dinner ler

very sad ler...

I some more ben dan till

want back home put bag

then go out buy food for you ler

At night aft have the dinner

you hungry want eat rice..

you this piggy~

so c2pid.. coz of me force to eat sth that you don't like

BEN DAN!

You must promised me

you don't make yourself

till gastric d...

you must eat 1st before cook wa...

dear ar dear~

I luv u so much...

sometime you make me

very very angry

very sad

but i know you

care me

just you don't dare to show it out

I have don't hope so much ar~

I just hope can stay happy with you

and also you give me more hapiness

let me be

幸福的女人

ok ma?

♥ 爱情是什么？♥

爱情是什么，许多人都问过这问题。

看这电视剧的时候还在上中学，

那时候很自然的不知如何作答。

而如今呢，

我似乎仍无法确切的回答这个问题。

　　爱情，究竟是什么呢？
　是窈窕淑女、

君子好逑，

是天涯海角、

海枯石烂，

是一见钟情、

缘定三生，

是花开彼岸、

生生相错，

异或是生死相依、

化蝶双飞呢？
　　影视、书报、网络中每天都在演绎着这一永恒的话题。
　　
我想爱情，

也会像人生观和世界观一样，

不同的人有不同的看法和要求。

　　我们之间的爱情是什么呢？
　　
　　也许就是我炒菜加多了醋，

少放了盐，而你却吃得津津有味，

夸我的手艺比高档酒家的大厨还好吧。

　　也许就是看我上班太远要起早贪黑，

工作压力太大经常失眠，

就心疼的劝我辞掉工作，

说你会给我安逸的生活吧。

　　也许就是当你原本有更好的发展机会，

却因为我的恋家而选择留下来吧。

　　也许就是我愤怒的想要咆哮的时候，

看到你嬉笑着哄我开心的样子就怒气全消了吧。

　

也许就当我觉得受了委屈，失了宠的时候依然傻傻的爱着你吧。
　　也许，也许……

　　从相识到相爱我们一起携手走过日日夜夜，

生活中太多的点点滴滴，

有甜蜜，

有争吵，

有欢笑，

也有忧伤。

这太多太多的也许见证了我们对爱情的诠释。

相濡以沫、

无怨无悔，

纵使轮回也要在奈何桥畔许下再相依的誓言。
　　人生的道路于我们来说还有太长的时间，

能否共同携手走过靠的不只是简简单单的口头承诺，

只有用心的浇灌，

爱情的花朵才会在琐碎的生活的衬托下久发不败。

　　我们愿为此而努力，为爱情童话演绎完美的结局。

♥ 如果真的爱, 要珍惜 ♥

没有人知道明天会发生什么，

所以我们要努力在今天相爱。

嘴里说着的天长地久就像没有盖章的契约，

一不小心丢掉了，就没有了价值，

更像一个骗子，

突然消失的时候，你就猜不到他是真的来过了，

还是根本就是你的幻觉。

所以在还爱着的时候，珍惜你们的爱情。

如果爱，深深爱。

见过好多失恋的人：有的是被家庭的环境影响了，

不能违背生养自己的父母，只好分开；

有的是一方误会了又不去问清楚，

等到真相大白的时候，对方已经被伤透心了；

还有的是一方原因不详的离开，

弄的有点莫名其妙的就散了。

大抵女孩子失恋以后，

要么很快找一个更好的开始全新的生活，

要么立刻嫁人或者死活不找了，等着相亲。

有的男生就更不用说了，

一般都嘴上说着没事早放下了，

耿耿于怀却不承认，

这样要不他们就找一个比以前更漂亮更优秀的女朋友，

要不然就直接审美疲劳让人介绍，

前者的难度大，但是努力争取以后会很幸福是。

后者就找一个不难看的性格温柔的以求感情长久了，

这样的幸福其实大多数人的选择。

人总是有一些弱点是相同的，

一次太深的伤心，

就会有点过敏了。

所以如果不是真的爱，

就不要浪费时间。

如果爱上了，不要错过。

人生不过百十年，

什么名啊利啊，

金钱啊，

地位啊，

都像天空中的云，

慢慢就灰飞烟灭荡然无存了，

珍惜爱你的人，珍惜你爱的机会！

感情不是可以贮存的，也不是可以买卖的，

所以生活对于人来说什么是可以暂时放下，

什么是不能错过的，应该弄明白！

许是看过了太多的爱恨情仇纠缠，

不想再看到有人因为时间因为环境或者主观臆断的

因素做一些让自己让别人后悔的事情。

如果真的爱，珍惜彼此！

♥ My SHOUT OUT for U ♥

We together got 4 months ler...

This few months we keep argue

and used to break

but at last we still together...

Y?

coz we still luv each other yet

I keep cried everytime argue wif you

Y?

I not strong...

I'm weak...

mayb from other ppl eyes

sometimes I very strong

but actually I'm not

I very very weak...

I easy sad

I easy hurt

I easy cry

I need some one can

protect me

care me

luv me

All of the gals NEED this guy to stay wif them

walk along their life...

Last few days my fren told me sth

It's very true

"A hapiness relationship is build from a trust between each other"

If we do not have this then the hapiness will not long lasting

so, do I have this?

Kinda I think I not yet have this in my relationship

coz he don't trust me

coz he said I lie him

Is that true I lie you?

Or you don't listen up to me?

Not everything is just a word of "lie"

then you can cover up all of the explaination from the ppl

sometimes the things happen and not what you see is true

you need to give ppl to explain how the things happen

I used to cry and sad alone

if you don't want to listen to my explaination

coz I don't want to argue with you

coz I know you will take a word "break"

You should know my type

I won't simply do sth that not useful and waste time

I won't go folling around with other guy

since I have bf

some more I do not have any friend here

I can hang out with who?!

I really hope you can trust me understand my feeling

I need a partner who can help me

in those things I am doing

and also share the sadness and happiness

together

I did not mean you can't

just you haven't fully accept all those things yet

I know you need me to give you some time

I know what you think

Now our problem can settle down abit

I feel better

but I still hope can be more better

Last 2 days we have a big fight again

that is the 1st time I "poke" you

and you did not fight back

I know it's pain coz my hand damn pain

yesterday you sms me said you "I love you"

I did not reply coz

I know you will reply "sorry, send wrong msg"

coz you everytime also luv to jokes

but you drop me another msg again

"love you.. u?"

that time I know this msg is real for me

not a jokes anymore

when dinner time you said you have sth to tell me

that time what I thought is

not you want to tell me

so when on bed you told me that

you realize that "you very luv me"

I 'm happy

coz 1st time I have a sweet word out from you mouth and heart

Thanks dear.

I luv you too^^

I really wish we can have a

wonderful nite in the coming "Valentine"

♥ New Year; New Style, New Life ♥

So fast v reach to 2010

I saw alots of ppl post their shout out in

facebook

forum

msn's pm

to wish every1 hav a new wishes in new year...

so wat is my wish?

erm.. when I think abt it..

I will laugh alone...

coz my new year wishes and bday wishes r same...

even when I pray the wishes also same...

hahaxx

Is dat all the human also the same?

I have alotx of wishes but everytime I also make 3 wishes only...

Y?

Coz I worry that I wish too much will not hav any of my wishes will come true...

but is dat i make 3 wishes my dream will come true?

for me right now, I don't think so but in other ppl eyes, the dream is came true...

mayb I don't feel it...

hahaxx..

but anyway...

the wishes still go on till the end of my life...

Mayb hav abit changes aft marry...

Since we step in new year

so everything in passed yr

have to be deleted

and start a new life

I did not take so much pic since I came to Singapore...

so miss the time I always used to take pic..

hehe^^

I will take more pic soon^^

This pic I took on 01/01/2010

when I hang out wif Dear d mum~shopping

This pic I took in the Ladies

hahaxx

Last time I used to take pic in Ladies..

Many of the teenager also used to take pic in Ladies and Gent

hahaxx^^

Stll have few weeks to go for CNY

I wish that this year can celebrate CNY with my family

coz last yr I bought them a very unhappy CNY

I being like a half dead piggy

but I really wish this yr will not be that

coz I don't want they sad and worry me again

My CNY clothes haven't get any yet

I don't know want buy which clothes

What I saw of the clothes I also want it

but don't have $$ can get all..

hahaxxx

Gal is like dat

see what want what

I mean fashion things

hahaxx

coz gal need to be pretty and elegant

hehe^^

Kinda here all step on oldies fashion

I luv the fashion

but if I fat I can't even wear that

coz it will look ugly...

slim ppl will look nicer..

so I still have to keep on my motive to be slim^^

hehe^^

Hope that when I back to hometown I will be slim^^

♥ Xmas 2009 ♥

It's really several months I did not update my blog...
Coz Im kinda lazy like piggy~
aft work went home hav to do laundry and cook....
If I tell my fren abt dis

they sure wonder how come I will do laundry and "COOK"?
since I at home I never do laundry or even cook coz I don't know how to cook...
but now i cook....
well...
no choice

coz i dun hav my mum here to help me do laundry and even cook for me
so I need to do myself...
erm.. I'm sure my fren will ask y u din pack the food from outside since u dunno to cook?
I packed the food from outside last 3months...
everyday I also packed food from outside

but i reali got try to accept the food here

but im here few months I still could not accept the food here...

Y? coz Im picky on food...
The food here is not enough spicy for me sumore no fried maggie ..
all those noodles most r ramen...
sound like in japan huh....
hahaxxx...
but its real....

My 2009 Xmas is kinda busy n bored~

I thought dat celebrate Xmas in Singapore will be very fun...

Yea very fun for those have a group of frens around...

But I don't have a group of frens here...

I went Orchard... It's very jam...

Wat jam? Traffic jam?

Nonono... there is not Traffic Jam...

It's "HUMAN JAM"

so many ppls stuck there...

I can't even walk toward Takashimaya at all! Damn!

so I gotta stay at ION Orchard there..

Sat infront of LV shop c those ppl walked here n there and spraying...

Zzzz.... not fun at all...

but at least got my dear wif me...

Dat nite he very tired... as well as me too..

coz I gotta work aft work I went to Woodlands Checkpoint to picked up his mum and his 2 niece...

But I very happy with my Xmas present...

He try to gave me suprise 2 day before Xmas...

hahaxxx

so bad... before I take the get the Xmas present,

my leg get injured 1st...

D c2pid Dear he purposely ask me go out take sth
since the things is not urgent

he force me went out

aft dat he locked the bedroom door

dun allow me to go in

dat time I'm reali goin mad on him...

I asked him y lock the door

since there is no body at home

he juz ans me he change pants

he reali thought I'm c2pid

I saw he still wearing the same pants b

before I went out take sth

aft that,

he asked me to keep the bedroom

coz he mum will come to sg on 24th

I told him I very tired

coz that day I have alotx of work to do

sumore I do laundry and cook aft work

but he keep force me to do

den he asked me to put all thing in the cupboard

once I open the cupboard

the c2pid basket drop down and knock on my leg...

It's damn pain!

that time I very angry and said him

" Cla asked ppl do work but u stil on the bed lying for LIGHTTAN!"

aft dat he said "oppsss sorry.. but u look forward wat is dat big box in the cupboard"?

dat time I reali din mentioned there is a big box there

aft dat he asked me to take out

he told me actuali he wan hide it den don't want

let me know till I find it myself

but at last he also said out

coz he said I so c2pid sure will not open dat cupboard
coz dat cupboard is keep luggage er...

hahaxxx..

It a big teddy...

sumore is the teddy dat I saw and I want...
dat teddy expensive coz it's made in Korea den the fur is pure white and soft

so every time I walked pass the shop

I just look on the teddy only but now I have d teddy ^^

while I open the teddy

he said "If u cant get the things in the teddy then 2molo it will appear"
I dunno what he said dat time coz I din mentioned it

aft dat the box drop den I saw it...

when I opened it was a necklace and ear ring.. 1 set d..

I luv it^^

What I gave him on Xmas?

coz of his xmas present I rush like "soh po"

coz I dun hav time to buy

sumore I don't know want get CK or DKNY

but at last I choose

It's was ladies perfume but the smell not bad

sumore it suit for guy used also

coz the guy d smell too strong

I never use to buy perfume for myself also ler...

sumore ORIGINAL d..

but this time I do...

I think I will get him CK nx time^^

Hope every1 have a nice memories in the passed Xmas^^