Around 1 month++ do not blogging already...
In this 1month I kinda like dreaming...
Many things to do, many things happen, many things change
in my life...
I being like EMO sometimes...
feel wanna cry when face the problem
but
there is no tears for me anymore..
I didn't cry for 4 months even a drop of tear... till last week suddenly cry...
I remember that time I on webcam with a fren..
He get shock when see me cried...
Sorry fren~ make u worry ler!!
hehe^^
I don't know why I cried..
Mayb too much stress in my life...
I keep want earn more $$ for my parents..
DAD n MUM old ler...
Im the elderst I should take over their responsibility ler..
But I still don't know what should I do..
I'm going to leave them to Sg ler..
They must be more worry abt me..
I know that my life going be change more harder and stressful soon...
Is that everyone should pass this challenge or just or those that need $$?
erm.. I think for those need $$ only...
In this life, no $$ no talk no fren
I realize that sometimes my mum told me that
" Fren can't stay forever with you" ,
" They just need you when they need your help."
these word is truth...
When I need help no even 1 will willing help me..
I have alotx of frens.. "YES!" I have
but not all is willing to help me and listen to me when I need help and SAD!
Now I can feel that my true frens not more den 5 ppls...
others all just "FOOLING" me
Got a car not a good news!
Last time I very happy got car can drive around..
Now I don't feel its fun..
Most of the fren just coz I got car then always asked me drive out!
I don't keep this in heart so always said OK! OK!
coz I understand that they don't have transport
but why for those that got transport still want like that ler?!
Is that among frens should like this ma?!
I don't care how you guys treat me coz we are frens but...
you guys never think abt my feeling ma?
bluff me, betray me!!!
That's HURT!
