♥ My SHOUT OUT for U ♥

We together got 4 months ler...

This few months we keep argue

and used to break

but at last we still together...

Y?

coz we still luv each other yet

I keep cried everytime argue wif you

Y?

I not strong...

I'm weak...

mayb from other ppl eyes

sometimes I very strong

but actually I'm not

I very very weak...

I easy sad

I easy hurt

I easy cry

I need some one can

protect me

care me

luv me

All of the gals NEED this guy to stay wif them

walk along their life...

Last few days my fren told me sth

It's very true

"A hapiness relationship is build from a trust between each other"

If we do not have this then the hapiness will not long lasting

so, do I have this?

Kinda I think I not yet have this in my relationship

coz he don't trust me

coz he said I lie him

Is that true I lie you?

Or you don't listen up to me?

Not everything is just a word of "lie"

then you can cover up all of the explaination from the ppl

sometimes the things happen and not what you see is true

you need to give ppl to explain how the things happen

I used to cry and sad alone

if you don't want to listen to my explaination

coz I don't want to argue with you

coz I know you will take a word "break"

You should know my type

I won't simply do sth that not useful and waste time

I won't go folling around with other guy

since I have bf

some more I do not have any friend here

I can hang out with who?!

I really hope you can trust me understand my feeling

I need a partner who can help me

in those things I am doing

and also share the sadness and happiness

together

I did not mean you can't

just you haven't fully accept all those things yet

I know you need me to give you some time

I know what you think

Now our problem can settle down abit

I feel better

but I still hope can be more better

Last 2 days we have a big fight again

that is the 1st time I "poke" you

and you did not fight back

I know it's pain coz my hand damn pain

yesterday you sms me said you "I love you"

I did not reply coz

I know you will reply "sorry, send wrong msg"

coz you everytime also luv to jokes

but you drop me another msg again

"love you.. u?"

that time I know this msg is real for me

not a jokes anymore

when dinner time you said you have sth to tell me

that time what I thought is

not you want to tell me

so when on bed you told me that

you realize that "you very luv me"

I 'm happy

coz 1st time I have a sweet word out from you mouth and heart

Thanks dear.

I luv you too^^

I really wish we can have a

wonderful nite in the coming "Valentine"